Best advice ever.
2: Other girls. Omg, okay. I am incredibly in love with my boyfriend. I’ve talked about him before. Well, he had this girl that he hung out with. At first, I was like Eh, I don’t like this idea… But they say they’re just friends. I don’t really know her enough to just say, she’s gonna like you so, I’ll just trust them. Then I seen her one night when he and I were at church. She comes in wearing a little tiny dress.. Okay, whatever. I like to wear shorter dresses too, no big deal. Well, then she wanted my boy to go with her to this game thing with her so she could break up with her boyfriend… Hm, I wanted to hang out that night. She was acting weird towards me. I don’t like it, so we talked. She said “Hey, you need to hurry up cause if you’re going, we gotta leave ASAP.” to him. Then she looked at how we were talking seriously and whispered, where I could clearly hear and said, “Are you ALLOWED to go?” I went off. Well, long story short, we had a few encounters with her and he still hung out with her until I told him I didn’t like it anymore and wanted him to stop. He was defending her, and I said.. This is gonna turn out to be more than a friendship, D. I do not like the feeling this gives me. He said okay, but they were JUST friends. She even sent me a facebook message telling me to calm down that they were just friends. I felt crazy, but told them both not to speak to one another. Well, about a month has gone by, I’d guess. The other day, I seen her at a bible study. He was there, too, obviously. He’s still my boyfriend. Afterwards, she was crying and I pulled her aside to talk, going to say sorry for making them stop talking and for being judgmental. She ends up telling me that they talked behind my back and she tried convincing him to leave me for her, and he said “I refuse, but honestly..You’re the only girl that could tempt me.” She showed me these texts, and I felt like an idiot. She was trying to talk to me as if she knew him better than I do. She left the room to go get something and he came in, sat down, and said “So how’s this going?” I was crying. I looked at him and asked: “Anything you care to tell me?” “Oh man…” was his response. He spilled his guts. I bawled. He cried too and said how sorry he was. And I said: Don’t you EVER try to make me feel crazy again. We resolved everything. It’s been almost a week now. Everything is normal, even though that night, we talked and I didn’t think we would be. She has started coming to our church and said she’s gonna come regularly. And who am I to come between her and God, you know? But I can’t help but think she’s up to something. I’m trying to be nice, and he told me he had feelings for her but not strong enough to do anything about them, and deleted her from his phone and fb. Idk, I’m trying to build trust with him, because I’m not perfect either. It’s just an awful feeling and now, I won’t go anywhere without thinking “Do I look better than her today, I wonder?” Ugh, it sucks. But we’re making it, and I’m back to being happier than ever with him. So, in my eyes: I win.
Omg, there is so much to vent about for me.
1. College - Dude, it’s so stressful. And I’m not even started yet. I’ve always been afraid of what I’d do without an opportunity to be great, but now… Idk what to do with how many opportunities I have. I know which door I should go into. But it’s a matter of choosing to walk through it. Scary, but I need to leap. It will be worth it, I’m sure of it.
Confession: When I see a Victoria’s Secret model with average size boobs, I feel better about my body. Ain’t nothin’ wrong with a B cup.